Friday, February 26, 2010

best pick up line I've heard .....ever.

he said: wouldn't we look cute on a wedding cake together.


last name, ever.
first name, greatest.


Thursday, February 25, 2010

some say silence is golden.
I strongly disagree.


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i used to be love drunk.
now i'm just hungover.


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Life is such a fucking roller coaster
then it drops.

But what should I scream for?
This is my theme park.


E: Darnit this is 2 inches short!

J: Isn't that ALWAYS the case?


E: What religion are you?

B: I'm a non-practicing Jew. How about you?

E: I'm a non-practicing Virgin.


crazysauce. just found this when I googled my name. guess i wrote it back in 2003:

“this is just me. i hate chocolate. i would love to run through sprinklers with my clothes on. devon is by far the hottest porn star in the universe. i go out a lot. but maybe its just because i dread staring at the white walls in my cookie cutter irvine apartment. i may need an intervention to put an end to my horrible clubbing habits.. any volunteers? i love listening to new tunes. i think i must be limewire's #1 fan so if i get a subpoena to go to court, i hope my big baller friends with jobby jobs can pool together their loose change and bail me out. its not only the music that i dig though i think i pay close attention to lyrics and in that sense i'm quite a wordy person. if you've chatted with me you will soon figure out that i can be incredibly animated and overly descriptive in mundane conversations. i am such a super duper shy wallflower. but give me some alcohol and im out there partying like a rockstar. once i sober up tho its back to hide in my shell eileenmode. i love pho after a long night of partying and i am crazy hooked on sam woo's walnut shrimp. lunch special till 3pm daily. cant go wrong with that. i get bored easily.. with what i do, where i live, what i wear.. ugh insanely hard problem to get over. if you didnt already guess im a halfer, hapa, eurasian, whatever else the heck they call my alien race. never quite felt like i fit in anywhere but i guess i can blame that all on the one 'big american eye' and the other slighty chinky one that always seems to appear when i smile in pictures. im super delicate petal. fragile. i take what i do seriously and can probably be considered a perfectionist. cant settle for less so must strive to achieve perfection. i have zero girlfriends.. its so hard for some reason for me to make friends that are girls.. boo. so if you know any hook me up yah! i try to surf or should i say try not to drown while flailing in the water clinging to my board. i snowboard a little but not hardcore rails or pipes. im lucky if i get down the mountain in one piece. i play one song on the guitar and the chords of another song.. 'deep inside of you' awesome song. ive played piano all my life or should i say was forced to by my mother. glad she forced me though so i can bust out with fur elise at a family party. i pee a lot. i have the bladder of a two year old. and speaking of peeing i love beer. weaksauce cheap date if you give me hard alcohol but i can hang with the big dogs if there be a keg. i like climbing up mountains and its even better when you're at the top of the mountain and you have someone open your eyes to notice that there are paths that you've never traveled on. i dont know what i want to do as a career, where i want to live, or in general what i want in life, but i do know that i just want to be happy and live life to its fullest.. no regrets.”



when will the life i want to live


Monday, February 22, 2010



sometimes i feel like
love is something we create
to make ourselves feel better


Sunday, February 21, 2010

sara bareilles - gravity


take pleasure
in the details


sometimes you just have to
surrender to your fantasies.


Saturday, February 20, 2010

is drinking too much green tea bad for you?


Friday, February 19, 2010


M: youre such a nerd

M: hot nerd chick that can out drink you anytime


Ei: i dont understand why boys and girls cant be friends

M: thats cause they know that the horizontal hula is no longer a possiblity

M: and youre so cool

M: you can be one of the guys and a great girl at the same time

M: you just have to admit to yourself that you crush dreams

M: Ahhaha

M: just as long as these guys arent your landlord, signing your checks or work on your car, then i think youll be fine

Ei: bababaa

M: is that korean for hahahahah?


Thursday, February 18, 2010

why am I back in my hotel room before the sun rises in Vegas right now? geepers I feel like an old grammiepants =P

is homeward bound after 3 states in 1 week. i totally miss kato bunches.


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i’m permanently
black and blue
for you



Tuesday, February 16, 2010

When you're young,
your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.

Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious.
You could break a bone or a heart.
You look before you leap
and sometimes you don't leap at all
because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there's no safety net.

When did it stop being fun
and start being scary?


Thursday, February 11, 2010

"they say to fall in love, you have to take a leap. there's something
incredibly exciting about that."

-Ed Westwick


if love was a fire,
i’d be burning up in your flame



So every now and then I feel like perusing my old blurbs. I’ll pick a year in my past and go back to a date close to this one and see what I was doing back then.  This time I chose 5 years ago…

Wednesday, February 9, 2005
modest mouse at the wiltern tonight. absolutely unreal.

even if things end up a bit too heavy
we'll all float on alright

I had a really bad day today. I don’t think I’ve felt this horrible about myself in a long, long time… and to make it worse, 1) it was not my fault and 2) I couldn’t even fight back and had to hold my tongue before I said something I would have regret.

it’s funny reading this blurb from 5 years ago.  It’s like I’m looking to myself for advice about myself. Oh eileen lost in your thoughts and your silly
euphemisms. even if things end up a bit too heavy, we'll all float on alright.


Friday, February 05, 2010

i’m a sucker for your game
it’s the way you tease

and it’s so unreal
when we touch the ceiling