Friday, April 30, 2010

He said: Are you cold ei?
Want one if my shirts?

says the guy from Liverpool that's wearing 5 popped collar polo shirts

Ewwwwwwwwwwewwwwwwwwww




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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

today is my best friend's birthday.
i've known her since seventh grade.
that was 1993.
that's over seventeen years ago.

one of my interns is seventeen years old.
when her parents were having sex to procreate her,
april and i were learning about procreation in sex ed.
wow i feel kinda old.



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Sunday, April 25, 2010

you can't spell fantasy without
N-A-S-T-Y



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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

explosions in the sky - magic hours
the soundtrack to my life.



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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

happy fo twennie



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Monday, April 19, 2010

just don't give up on me



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Saturday, April 17, 2010

"i believe in pink. i believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. i believe in kissing, kissing a lot. i believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. i believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. i believe that tomorrow is another day and i believe in miracles."

-audrey hepburn



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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

"Loneliness is a misunderstood aloneness. Once you misunderstand your
aloneness as loneliness, the whole context changes. Aloneness has a beauty
and grandeur, a positivity; loneliness is poor, negative, dark, dismal.

Everybody is running away from loneliness. It is like a wound; it hurts. To
escape from it, the only way is to be in a crowd, to become part of a
society, to have friends, to create a family, to have husbands and wives, to
have children. In this crowd, the basic effort is that you will be able to
forget your loneliness.


But nobody has ever succeeded in forgetting it." -osho




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"Love is not what is ordinarily understood by the word. The ordinary love is
just a masquerade; something else is hiding behind it. The real love is a
totally different phenomenon. The ordinary love is a demand; the real love
is sharing. It knows nothing of demand; it knows the joy of giving. The
ordinary love pretends too much. The ordinary love becomes almost sickening,
it is nauseating.

The real love should be nourishment, it should strengthen your soul." -osho




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don't postpone joy



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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

i gotta stop throwing lasso's around rainbows



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Monday, April 12, 2010


just what I needed to cheer me up today.
thanks booberry.



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i need to learn how to be more selfish.

this taking advantage of me bullcrap
has got to stop.




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Sunday, April 11, 2010

i'm just another blister
in the mouth of shame



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Friday, April 09, 2010

blind pilot - go on, say it



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ive heard that twice this year..
"ahh i can finally be myself now that i'm not around them"

my question is...
"then why do you stay with them?"

- - - - -

you'll "just know"
when its right

snatch it
when you find it
and never let it go.



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Thursday, April 08, 2010

He said: do you have any idea how much a polar bear weighs?

She said: I have no clue.

He said: enough to break the ice... Hi my name is --------




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you know you are in love

when you see the world in her eyes,

and her eyes everywhere in the world.




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Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Why this deep sorrow where necessity speaks
can our love endure except through sacrifices 
except through not demanding everything
can you change it that you are not wholly mine,
I not wholly thine?

-immortal beloved



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Monday, April 05, 2010

the who,
the what,
the where
and the when

is never as important as the
why




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Sunday, April 04, 2010

sometimes what seems to be answers
are just questions in disguise



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the greater the danger
the greater the thrill



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the heart wants
what the heart wants



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today is easter and despite my hard core catholic upbringing i attended a christian mass.. er wait do they call it mass? i guess its a service? well anyhows.. it was actually pretty enlightening. the priest... er wait pastor said some pretty poignant things that made me reflect on my own life and how i have been incredibly selfish with my thoughts and actions lately. im a girl, what can i say. we are emotional, we want it all and when we get it all, its still not enough. its a vicious cycle. today made me realize, cycles can be broken if you just have faith and believe that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. all the turmoil and hardships that i may be facing are all for a purpose so that one day i can experience that happiness that i have been longing for. i may not have everything i want now, i may not have it tomorrow and who knows, i may not have it in a year.

there are some things you just cant put a timeline on but i am willing to stick it through and remind myself to be patient because i have faith that one day everything will fall into place and i know it will all be worth it.



"god never promised
that the water would be warm"



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